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My mental health is in a terrible state, none of my medications are helping.

I’m falling apart, crumbling into nothing, I’ve reached my limits, I give up.

I just don’t know what to do & I don’t even know if I can carry on anymore.

THAT! VIDEO! IS! FIRE! 🔥

Taylor is not fucking around! 😱

(via soft-starlight-goddess)

Tay Tay got me SHOOK!

Originally posted by ektorbiel

Having something so awful happen in my home city feels horrid. Nobody can justify such a cowardly act, which targeted an arena filled predominantly with children. It is simply deplorable.

But my city won’t cower or shut down or close our doors. We will rebuild ourselves both architecturally and mentally.

We will not stand for people using this as an excuse to stereotype or spread hate. We will come together, solidarity & love is what we do best.

I can not express how grateful I am for the emergency services who responded in a phenomenal way, they truly did go above & beyond.
I also take great pride in the fact that so many people offered food, shelter, assistance, free taxi journeys & open hearts to provide anything they could to help victims, their family’s/friends, emergency workers & any other people involved in the attack or its aftermath.

I am proud to call Manchester my home & proud to call myself a Mancunian.
Manchester; a city united! 🖤

‪It’s takes years to find the nerve to be apart from what you’ve done; to find the truth inside yourself & not depend on anyone‬.

I really want to talk to someone in publishing/with a really good knowledge of it, so that I can discuss some short nonfiction story ideas based on anecdotes of certain areas of my life, it would be mature content.
Just wish I knew if it was worth perusing and if so, how to do it.

Fuck you.
Fuck them.
Fuck drama.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity. Fucking. Fuck.

So it’s 5:30am. (totally not the tile of this post 😐)
I can’t sleep and I have an alarm set for 7:30, since I’ve got a long ass, multiple train journey down the country to go see my best friend from university to celebrate her 21st birthday down at where she calls home with her college friends.
Got her some books for her birthday and her favourite chocolate. We’ll both be traveling back to uni on Wednesday and I’ve planned some celebrations for her with a group of friends we live with/study with/go out with at uni. It’s a half surprise since she thinks I’m planning something but doesn’t know exactly what I’m doing or the fact that I’m leaving some decorations so that our shared flat will be decorated for our return. 😊

So I’m having a reasonably bad week, struggling to deal with things, in a less than decent mental state and finding it difficult to cope. However listening to a playlist of taylorswift is certainly helping me battle my own over thinking and negative thoughts. I think its the fact that shes such a good and genuine individual, it gives me hope in people and plants some positive vibes into my mind.

So I’ve started a new Tumblr. It was time for a clear out, especially since too many people had begun to merge between my personal life and my anonymous(ish) blogging space.

Once again I have a place to collect my thoughts, ramble about life(like the new name implies), explore fashion/beauty interests and of course geek out.